| Back from Louisiana!! gotta apoligize to all my teammates!! turns out im not gonna get to play football this year!! i have to take this job!! but at least im makein 300 a week!! damn i wanted to play so bad!! im so bored right now!! ull think this is funny but im writin a song im gonna finish it a go platnuim!! iight!!
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| Hey whats up everybody?? things have really gon crazy the last year!! losing friends i thought would always be there!! losing a girl that was my best friend and who i cared more about then anyone else at the same time!! my parents splitting up!!friends moving!! and u know my dumbass broke my hand and now rebroked it!! alot of dudes that wanted to fight me but cant be a man and stand up!! but u know theres light at the end of every tunnel nomatter how dark it is!! i think im finally starting to see it!! i finally got a girl now!! she isn't her but i havent been around her enough to get to really know her!! wel see how things turn out!! hopefully good!!
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-chris
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| Hey look i got something to tell u b****s that think ur tough!!"ok if u think ur so hard and dont like what im saying then fight!! id like to see u try!! u act like ur trying not to fight but then why did u say something in the first place!!" im tired of this stuff but if u think im a jerk then go screw urself thats how i feel at this point!! everything besides that is going pretty good i guess!! well make sure u leave a comment!!
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| Hey whats up everybody?? Man this weekend is pretty fun so far!! I got to hang out with billy until he left!! man i can't wait til he moves back that way me him and michael can hang out more!! man its been a long time since i had even hung out with michael before last night!! i wanted him to spend the night tonight but my mom wouldn't let me have anyone over too spend the night!! idk if u guys already heard about the school checking mine and robby's xanga but its a bunch of bull and if whoever thats checking my xanga for the school is reading this!! then this is for u!! YOUR GAY AND NEED TO GET A LIFE AND NEED TO STOP TRYING TO MESS WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats good!! man but everything is starting to just fall apart little by little in my life!! i wonder if i moved things would be better!! man cause I dont even got any friends besides michael that would care!! and every girl that i start to like i just mess up somehow but they've all turned out to be different then i thought they were!! u know what i mean!! man and how come all the jerks get the girl man i swear i should turn into an a**hole!! I mean i guess like the old saying goes everything thats fin aen't the finest and everything that shines aen't a diamong thats how i feel about girls!! i mean u think some girls are perfect for u but it never turns out like that!! i swear if life were anymore confusing it would be a girl!! lol!! but i do miss thinking everything was perfect but god only makes things right to wear he can make things wrong!! it seems like that!! or maybe its the other way around!!idk u guys tell me!!
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| Well man im just tired of things lately man!! idk things go two different ways back and forth!! why cant they just all go good, i guess thats just the way it is!! man on one end see there's this girl that used to mean so much to me and i think shes sorry for what happened between us and maybe get another shot at getting the girl of my dreams!! and on the other end my parents are argueing back and forth now like a bunch of little kids!! man and then there's one other thing my dad gets made at me cause i didn't get to hang out with him today!! i can't make everyone happy!! man its messed up hes the one who put me in the position hes the one who dicided to leave me and he wants to get mad at me!! thats some bullshit!! but im really happy about this girl i mean if shes saying what people are telling me thats the best news ive heard in a while but i haven't heard any good news none since my parents split up!! things just get worse and worse, it just goes from one extreme to the next!! and see she was there when all that was going on between my parents and was the only thing that kept me sane and just hopeing things would get better!! u see where that got me!! in an appartment with my mom, a once a week stay with my dad if that, and me almost loosing the closest thing i have to a brother!! but man i just realized i got two keep up with my school where i dont have to do all the stuff my dad has too do!! but i guess i got to keep moving on!! cause ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE!!!
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